About me
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you
this is me
angus soh -05-12-94
i am who i am. dun like me ? fuck off den.
this is me
angus soh -05-12-94
i am who i am. dun like me ? fuck off den.
You're so hard to forget
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I'm not over it
Thursday, October 21, 2010
1:43 AM
Today is the first O level paper. Its disappointing. Well, i'm listening to the song i listened when you broke my heart 6 months back. Its disappointing to see that you ain't changing. Maybe you are, i dunno. I hate to say this, but i actually miss you. Somehow i found out you got a C6 for your chinese. I dunno if it satisfy you. But to me, you can definitely do so much better. I really dunno wad you wanted back then. Even though 6months had passed, i still dunno why we lost contact. I wanna know, i wanna know wad wrong i had done.
But its over now.....
But its over now.....
Love
Monday, July 26, 2010
4:40 AM
well, i came to blog about all that have been running through my mind. I've to get a way to get them out. and the best way is to blog. People say, good dreams don't come true. i guess its right. i dreamt about you so many times. its always dreams where we can sit down and talk things out, we would hang out together once again. its already 4 months. nothing much is changing. i also found out i got deleted. i only can tell you i didn't realize you were talking to me when you were in front of your group of friends. you choose not to believe me. then its alright. cos i explained myself. i told the truth, i did what i could. i have done what i could. everything i do, i doubt there is a lot which you can actually remember. i can remember all the messages, even though my phone is spoilt, they are still fresh and vivid in my head. spinning around me. i get reminded of you with everything i do. now when i think back, i did cherish the friendship, the brotherhood. really, even though there won't be a second time. i can remember our first time going out. and how you would care about me even when you are with your friends. how you would know i feel left out and awkward without me having the need to tell you. i treasure those moments. and i'm still treasuring them now. Like what i had told you. once my kor, always my kor. and you always will be. and i know there's no second chances and second times. and i can only wish you all the best. for everything you do, for every choice you make. i hope you can really know what you want and what's best for you. having to sit behind you in class but yet i can't talk to you. the feeling is terrible. trying to forget someone is never easy. after i've done so much to let you in, its not easy to let you off now.
Love
Friday, June 18, 2010
8:32 PM
i miss you terribly. i want you in my life again. i wanna know how you have been. i wanna be the one who you can confide things to. but i want to know if i still mean a thing to you right now. cos you still mean everything to me. like i said, you will always be my kor.
Love
Sunday, June 6, 2010
4:35 AM
am i someone you wish dat would return to your life?
Love
3:20 AM
why ?
why did you suddenly un-privated your blog? i really dunn understand you anymore. i feel so confused, so lost. you meant a lot to me. too much. i wasn't able to let go of anything at all. but now i could. i've let you go. you can choose your own path, i won't be obstructing in your life anymore. dis was how i let go of things. but now, i'm flooded with memories, tell me why ? why can't i let you out of my life?
why did you suddenly un-privated your blog? i really dunn understand you anymore. i feel so confused, so lost. you meant a lot to me. too much. i wasn't able to let go of anything at all. but now i could. i've let you go. you can choose your own path, i won't be obstructing in your life anymore. dis was how i let go of things. but now, i'm flooded with memories, tell me why ? why can't i let you out of my life?
Love
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
5:49 AM
first. i wanna say, dis blog isn't mine. (:
second, i wanna thank the person who created dis blog for me. he stayed up till midnight, to make dis for me. well, thanks. ((:
third, everything's changing. nothing's gonna be like the past. really.
fourth, i dun think any of dis is wad i wanted. but i dun have a choice to choose. you just left. so , i should try moving on too. and, no matter wad, you've been someone in my life. and you always will. even though i doubt i'm any in yours. ((:
i miss the life.
i miss your message.
i miss your calls.
miss everything.
second, i wanna thank the person who created dis blog for me. he stayed up till midnight, to make dis for me. well, thanks. ((:
third, everything's changing. nothing's gonna be like the past. really.
fourth, i dun think any of dis is wad i wanted. but i dun have a choice to choose. you just left. so , i should try moving on too. and, no matter wad, you've been someone in my life. and you always will. even though i doubt i'm any in yours. ((:
i miss the life.
i miss your message.
i miss your calls.
miss everything.
Love
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
2:15 AM
if you hate me now. just tell me. if you wanna me outta your life, just tell me. i realised so much things and you think i dunno. i'm just acting blur.
Love